A lot of the time when people ask me why ive been with my boyfriend in a negative way I respond back with:
"There’s always two sides of a person, one is the one you see and the other is the one I see"
Im fucking tired of this.
Im tired of seeing these girls walk around with perfect long hair, meanwhile my hair is fried as all hell and im in desperate need for a haircut. But thats not happening anytime soon with our money problems.
Im tired of seeing all these girls walking around with a new wardrobe every week, im jealous, I can barely afford new jeans.
Im tired of seeing this girls walk around in tank tops amd shorts and feel so fucking comfortable with themselves, meanwhile im looking for a loose shirt to I dont feel even more insecure than I already am.
Im tired of the girls who can wear their hair up in a messy bun with no makeup, and pull it off, and still get called sexy.
Im tired of struggling to be just like them, and never being able to.
Im tired of feeling like I look like a goddamn monster.